Today because of scheduling and my slippery mind I ended up with Nathan accompanying Chase to his 'meet the teacher'.  Which used to be Nathan's teacher.  After fighting going into the school he refused to leave.  It was hard to watch him struggle and insist he wanted to stay.  Tomorrow morning Chase will get up and get on the bus, but Nathan does not have a program to go to.  I couldn't drag him out of the school telling him he gets to go back in the morning, because he can't.   His program ended so abruptly and unexpected I am still looking at his options.  It sure lit a fire under me though.  There is so much inside of him he just can't get it out.  He is a big boy.  He is ten now and he wants to go to school!